Wishy Washy Faith

I was one of these guys that went in and out.. Back and forth. Up and down.. Sort of a spritual Charlie Brown if you can dig it.. A wishy washy faith. I had strong beliefs yes.. But very little desire to apply those belefs. I believed but didn't trust. And didnt' submit.. If you understand what I am saying...

It took me quite a lot of catastropic events to realize that Christianity and crank don't mix very well. The dupont method of better living through chemistry instead of sprituality caused a lack of faith to implement obeidience.. And, in fact it took a good kick in the #$& to get my attention.

Now I just get high on the Most High..